Thoughts Written Onto Paper

I have spent months building my "acceptance" of my current situation upon the expectation of trying again in the future. But after this long, I feel extremely emotionally, physically, mentally and spiritually tired once again. Slowly, I feel myself breaking the concrete and pulling the bricks down. I no longer accept this "acceptance" that I've … Continue reading Thoughts Written Onto Paper

Trying my Best

I think even though people have been increasingly more open and honest about mental health, there's still a little bit of stigma over it. People just don't say what they really want to say in front of an audience because that would mean leaving yourself vulnerable to strangers. So instead they close off and only … Continue reading Trying my Best

Another Open Letter

I am sorry to everybody that I have hurt. I hope you forgive me and understand that I was just not wise enough to realise what I needed to realise at that time. I will not beg, I will not hold on. I will only let things happen as they are supposed to happen. I will … Continue reading Another Open Letter

18 reminders on how to love

You will always be your own priority. You do things for yourself, nobody else can do things for you. You will always be with yourself, you can never expect somebody else to stay for long. Rely on yourself first and be independent and then you will finally be happy. Do the things that you want to … Continue reading 18 reminders on how to love

I am Free

One day when I am older, I will be able to be true to myself. I will be able to live for myself. I will be able to love myself for myself. One day when I am older, I will be able to surrender myself to the way of the world without getting lost or … Continue reading I am Free

How to change for the better and be happier

Remember that you don't have to solve everything and fight by yourself. There will always be people who do genuinely care about you even if you don't feel it. Their ways of helping might not suit you, but it doesn't mean that they do not care. Just tell them what you think you need and if talking to them still doesn't seem to help, please consider seeing somebody more qualified to support you. Don't allow yourself to be comfortable with being sad. You deserve so much more than just pain and tears, you deserve more than just feeling numb and empty. Human emotion is meant to be felt.

Living Epistles

The thing about our modern society is that everybody is just too hung up on what other people think of them. We shape ourselves mentally, physically and emotionally into the moulds we think people would like. We restrict and restrain who we really are into such a small confined space that only a handful of … Continue reading Living Epistles

Curious Calamity

It started out with a space documentary. And then another, and another. And another. My love for science and astronomy grew. Then it grew into quantum physics. And biology and geography. Even architecture and religion. Everything fascinated me. When I was still active in church, it wasn't the religious belief that brought me in. It … Continue reading Curious Calamity

I, Wonder

It's been a while since I've posted anything regularly. I have drafts that aren't ready to be published yet, and drafts that just can't. So here's an honest and spontaneous piece of writing for a change. Excuse me if this post is all over the place. The problem with me isn't that I don't have … Continue reading I, Wonder

Political Correctness with a Scatter-brained Fool

I hate the idea of always having to be politically correct. If everybody was so afraid of speaking their minds, important topics would never end up being discussed. Even finding close friends who would be comfortable enough to talk openly about political, social and religious issues with you is difficult in this current version of … Continue reading Political Correctness with a Scatter-brained Fool