I have spent months building my "acceptance" of my current situation upon the expectation of trying again in the future. But after this long, I feel extremely emotionally, physically, mentally and spiritually tired once again. Slowly, I feel myself breaking the concrete and pulling the bricks down. I no longer accept this "acceptance" that I've … Continue reading Thoughts Written Onto Paper
Is it selfish of me to feel the tugging of my heartstrings whenever I see you happy with somebody else? I know that you still love me, and you know that I do too. I know that commitment isn't something that I can ask for, and I know that we both need to work on … Continue reading Steps to a Better Me
I think even though people have been increasingly more open and honest about mental health, there's still a little bit of stigma over it. People just don't say what they really want to say in front of an audience because that would mean leaving yourself vulnerable to strangers. So instead they close off and only … Continue reading Trying my Best
I can't change the past, and I can't fix what I have done wrong. I can't make things go away and I can't be the perfect person that I strive to be, but yet even when I feel like drowning I still feel hope. Somewhere deep within my soul, in the pits of its darkness, … Continue reading I still feel hope
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This post really speaks to me, so I decided to share it here too. I hope you enjoy it! Reblogged from The Wallflower Project. Here is the thing, in life you do not owe anybody an explanation. In life, people change all the time. Your belief sets can change. Your mindset can change. Your perspective … Continue reading Be Yourself
I am sorry to everybody that I have hurt. I hope you forgive me and understand that I was just not wise enough to realise what I needed to realise at that time. I will not beg, I will not hold on. I will only let things happen as they are supposed to happen. I will … Continue reading Another Open Letter