I'm afraid of pushing myself too hard, however at the same time I'm equally afraid of not putting in my best work effort. In the end, I push myself too hard anyway. xx Solaris Denali
I am going to disappoint all of you one day. You might think that I am beautiful, but I know all of my dirty secrets. You might think that I am intelligent, but I know all the things that I have failed at. You might think I am perfect, but I know about all the … Continue reading I am only human
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I want to be with you and be happy with you. But it's hard when I can barely be happy with myself for five mere minutes. I've realised that my currently planned future is not going to lead me to fulfilling my passions in life. It's going to be really hard, but whose life isn't? … Continue reading You
This post really speaks to me, so I decided to share it here too. I hope you enjoy it! Reblogged from The Wallflower Project. Here is the thing, in life you do not owe anybody an explanation. In life, people change all the time. Your belief sets can change. Your mindset can change. Your perspective … Continue reading Be Yourself
I am sorry to everybody that I have hurt. I hope you forgive me and understand that I was just not wise enough to realise what I needed to realise at that time. I will not beg, I will not hold on. I will only let things happen as they are supposed to happen. I will … Continue reading Another Open Letter
I might not be trying as hard as everybody expects me to be. I might not seem like I'm trying at all, but I swear to you that even when I'm lying stagnant and staring at the ceiling, oh hell. I am trying my hardest not to lose any more control over my own life. … Continue reading Faceless, but Titled
Hi, guys. I just wanted to share this post (written by Derek Powazek, the link is at the end of this post) with everybody because I feel like there is something in here that we could all learn from. I think this alternate analogy of what depression really is might help others define what their … Continue reading Depression is a Loaded Gun
Here are 18 things love is for me in 2018: Love is more than just the need to protect and make another person happy. Love is knowing where to draw the lines in order to benefit both parties. Love is more than just the excitement you feel when you see your partner's face. Love is … Continue reading 18 Things Love is
Remember that you don't have to solve everything and fight by yourself. There will always be people who do genuinely care about you even if you don't feel it. Their ways of helping might not suit you, but it doesn't mean that they do not care. Just tell them what you think you need and if talking to them still doesn't seem to help, please consider seeing somebody more qualified to support you. Don't allow yourself to be comfortable with being sad. You deserve so much more than just pain and tears, you deserve more than just feeling numb and empty. Human emotion is meant to be felt.