Where We Belong

A poem:- WHERE WE BELONG BY SOLARIS DENALI You made me feel comfort in places where I think there shouldn't have been. You showed me all the things that I should be looking for and cherishing. You taught me bits of myself that I had to come to terms with and love. I made you … Continue reading Where We Belong

Thoughts Written Onto Paper

I have spent months building my "acceptance" of my current situation upon the expectation of trying again in the future. But after this long, I feel extremely emotionally, physically, mentally and spiritually tired once again. Slowly, I feel myself breaking the concrete and pulling the bricks down. I no longer accept this "acceptance" that I've … Continue reading Thoughts Written Onto Paper

I still feel hope

I can't change the past, and I can't fix what I have done wrong. I can't make things go away and I can't be the perfect person that I strive to be, but yet even when I feel like drowning I still feel hope. Somewhere deep within my soul, in the pits of its darkness, … Continue reading I still feel hope

Behind you

Do you know that gut-wrenching pain that you get when you see the back of the person you once loved and admired so dearly? He walks down the street in front of you, and all you can think about are those moments before when you used to walk down the same street together. Why did … Continue reading Behind you

18 reminders on how to love

You will always be your own priority. You do things for yourself, nobody else can do things for you. You will always be with yourself, you can never expect somebody else to stay for long. Rely on yourself first and be independent and then you will finally be happy. Do the things that you want to … Continue reading 18 reminders on how to love

I am Free

One day when I am older, I will be able to be true to myself. I will be able to live for myself. I will be able to love myself for myself. One day when I am older, I will be able to surrender myself to the way of the world without getting lost or … Continue reading I am Free

An Open Letter

One day you will come to realise that to truly love somebody is to let go. It's to be unafraid of losing someone special in order for them to pursue their true happiness and learn more about themselves and what they want to do with their lives. Holding onto non-viable future plans would do nothing … Continue reading An Open Letter

18 Things Love is

Here are 18 things love is for me in 2018: Love is more than just the need to protect and make another person happy. Love is knowing where to draw the lines in order to benefit both parties. Love is more than just the excitement you feel when you see your partner's face. Love is … Continue reading 18 Things Love is

Brick Wall

A haiku; Brick Wall by Solaris Denali Brick by brick, I build Small little sunflowers bloom, Shrouded in darkness. It pains me, you see Yet no text nor call received. I peek, plead for you. You do not hear me Or perhaps you do, liar. Brick by brick, I build.   I like poetry. What … Continue reading Brick Wall

Masochist

A poem:- Masochist by Solaris Denali I am a true masochist, because I always go back to the things that hurt me. Not just the person, but the memories, the words, the numbers, the statistics, the everything. And I will not stop even when my chest constricts, my airways tighten, my heart grips tighter. The … Continue reading Masochist