I have spent months building my "acceptance" of my current situation upon the expectation of trying again in the future. But after this long, I feel extremely emotionally, physically, mentally and spiritually tired once again. Slowly, I feel myself breaking the concrete and pulling the bricks down. I no longer accept this "acceptance" that I've … Continue reading Thoughts Written Onto Paper
I can't change the past, and I can't fix what I have done wrong. I can't make things go away and I can't be the perfect person that I strive to be, but yet even when I feel like drowning I still feel hope. Somewhere deep within my soul, in the pits of its darkness, … Continue reading I still feel hope
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I want to be with you and be happy with you. But it's hard when I can barely be happy with myself for five mere minutes. I've realised that my currently planned future is not going to lead me to fulfilling my passions in life. It's going to be really hard, but whose life isn't? … Continue reading You
I am sorry to everybody that I have hurt. I hope you forgive me and understand that I was just not wise enough to realise what I needed to realise at that time. I will not beg, I will not hold on. I will only let things happen as they are supposed to happen. I will … Continue reading Another Open Letter