Back from the Dead

The thing about social media is that anybody can see what you say and post online. People who don't know you well enough will look at your social media and assume they know who you are as a person. But to be honest, most of us are still figuring that out for ourselves. Truth is, … Continue reading Back from the Dead

When It Comes to Art

A poem:- WHEN IT COMES TO ART BY SOLARIS DENALI When it comes to art, the truth gets twisted and turned into wine drinking poetry. When it comes to art, the memories get painted and turned into line colourful pictures. When it comes to art, the experience gets narrated and turned into fine emotional lyrics. … Continue reading When It Comes to Art

The Thing About Love

Here's the thing about love, it demands you to acknowledge it. It forces you to crave for it and spend your days daydreaming about finding the "right person". It makes you long for it with every fiber of your being, even though you know that the smarter choice in your current situation is to just … Continue reading The Thing About Love

Thoughts Written Onto Paper

I have spent months building my "acceptance" of my current situation upon the expectation of trying again in the future. But after this long, I feel extremely emotionally, physically, mentally and spiritually tired once again. Slowly, I feel myself breaking the concrete and pulling the bricks down. I no longer accept this "acceptance" that I've … Continue reading Thoughts Written Onto Paper

Growing Up and Changing

When I was younger I used to be such a maths and science person. But as I grew older, I've started to look at life and the reasons for living. Now I think I've transitioned into somebody more than just maths formulas and Biology definitions. I look at life through a lens that not many … Continue reading Growing Up and Changing

Mathimata, lessons

I believe that every person you meet in your life is meant to teach you something. You meet people during different times of your life because you need to progress step by step. You learn from one in order to teach the next. And I think that's the sole purpose of living this life; to … Continue reading Mathimata, lessons

Steps to a Better Me

Is it selfish of me to feel the tugging of my heartstrings whenever I see you happy with somebody else? I know that you still love me, and you know that I do too. I know that commitment isn't something that I can ask for, and I know that we both need to work on … Continue reading Steps to a Better Me

Trying my Best

I think even though people have been increasingly more open and honest about mental health, there's still a little bit of stigma over it. People just don't say what they really want to say in front of an audience because that would mean leaving yourself vulnerable to strangers. So instead they close off and only … Continue reading Trying my Best

Same old

I don't think I remember the last time I did something engaging and stimulating for my brain during my own free time. To be honest, I can't even figure out what exactly I do at my leisure. Do I even have time? I probably do but just lack the will and motivation to do anything with … Continue reading Same old

I still feel hope

I can't change the past, and I can't fix what I have done wrong. I can't make things go away and I can't be the perfect person that I strive to be, but yet even when I feel like drowning I still feel hope. Somewhere deep within my soul, in the pits of its darkness, … Continue reading I still feel hope