Thoughts Written Onto Paper

I have spent months building my "acceptance" of my current situation upon the expectation of trying again in the future. But after this long, I feel extremely emotionally, physically, mentally and spiritually tired once again. Slowly, I feel myself breaking the concrete and pulling the bricks down. I no longer accept this "acceptance" that I've … Continue reading Thoughts Written Onto Paper

Growing Up and Changing

When I was younger I used to be such a maths and science person. But as I grew older, I've started to look at life and the reasons for living. Now I think I've transitioned into somebody more than just maths formulas and Biology definitions. I look at life through a lens that not many … Continue reading Growing Up and Changing

Mathimata, lessons

I believe that every person you meet in your life is meant to teach you something. You meet people during different times of your life because you need to progress step by step. You learn from one in order to teach the next. And I think that's the sole purpose of living this life; to … Continue reading Mathimata, lessons

Steps to a Better Me

Is it selfish of me to feel the tugging of my heartstrings whenever I see you happy with somebody else? I know that you still love me, and you know that I do too. I know that commitment isn't something that I can ask for, and I know that we both need to work on … Continue reading Steps to a Better Me

I still feel hope

I can't change the past, and I can't fix what I have done wrong. I can't make things go away and I can't be the perfect person that I strive to be, but yet even when I feel like drowning I still feel hope. Somewhere deep within my soul, in the pits of its darkness, … Continue reading I still feel hope

Behind you

Do you know that gut-wrenching pain that you get when you see the back of the person you once loved and admired so dearly? He walks down the street in front of you, and all you can think about are those moments before when you used to walk down the same street together. Why did … Continue reading Behind you

Another Open Letter

I am sorry to everybody that I have hurt. I hope you forgive me and understand that I was just not wise enough to realise what I needed to realise at that time. I will not beg, I will not hold on. I will only let things happen as they are supposed to happen. I will … Continue reading Another Open Letter

18 reminders on how to love

You will always be your own priority. You do things for yourself, nobody else can do things for you. You will always be with yourself, you can never expect somebody else to stay for long. Rely on yourself first and be independent and then you will finally be happy. Do the things that you want to … Continue reading 18 reminders on how to love

An Open Letter

One day you will come to realise that to truly love somebody is to let go. It's to be unafraid of losing someone special in order for them to pursue their true happiness and learn more about themselves and what they want to do with their lives. Holding onto non-viable future plans would do nothing … Continue reading An Open Letter

18 Things Love is

Here are 18 things love is for me in 2018: Love is more than just the need to protect and make another person happy. Love is knowing where to draw the lines in order to benefit both parties. Love is more than just the excitement you feel when you see your partner's face. Love is … Continue reading 18 Things Love is