Exhaustion

I'm afraid of pushing myself too hard, however at the same time I'm equally afraid of not putting in my best work effort. In the end, I push myself too hard anyway.   xx Solaris Denali

Trying my Best

I think even though people have been increasingly more open and honest about mental health, there's still a little bit of stigma over it. People just don't say what they really want to say in front of an audience because that would mean leaving yourself vulnerable to strangers. So instead they close off and only … Continue reading Trying my Best

Be Yourself

This post really speaks to me, so I decided to share it here too. I hope you enjoy it! Reblogged from The Wallflower Project. Here is the thing, in life you do not owe anybody an explanation. In life, people change all the time. Your belief sets can change. Your mindset can change. Your perspective … Continue reading Be Yourself

18 reminders on how to love

You will always be your own priority. You do things for yourself, nobody else can do things for you. You will always be with yourself, you can never expect somebody else to stay for long. Rely on yourself first and be independent and then you will finally be happy. Do the things that you want to … Continue reading 18 reminders on how to love

Faceless, but Titled

I might not be trying as hard as everybody expects me to be. I might not seem like I'm trying at all, but I swear to you that even when I'm lying stagnant and staring at the ceiling, oh hell. I am trying my hardest not to lose any more control over my own life. … Continue reading Faceless, but Titled

Depression is a Loaded Gun

Hi, guys. I just wanted to share this post (written by Derek Powazek, the link is at the end of this post) with everybody because I feel like there is something in here that we could all learn from. I think this alternate analogy of what depression really is might help others define what their … Continue reading Depression is a Loaded Gun

18 Things Love is

Here are 18 things love is for me in 2018: Love is more than just the need to protect and make another person happy. Love is knowing where to draw the lines in order to benefit both parties. Love is more than just the excitement you feel when you see your partner's face. Love is … Continue reading 18 Things Love is

How to change for the better and be happier

Remember that you don't have to solve everything and fight by yourself. There will always be people who do genuinely care about you even if you don't feel it. Their ways of helping might not suit you, but it doesn't mean that they do not care. Just tell them what you think you need and if talking to them still doesn't seem to help, please consider seeing somebody more qualified to support you. Don't allow yourself to be comfortable with being sad. You deserve so much more than just pain and tears, you deserve more than just feeling numb and empty. Human emotion is meant to be felt.

Crowded Desolation

I sit still and watch as my desolation grows. The cacophony of mumbling voices surrounding me are like the sound of a sputtering car engine, loud and unpleasant. I hear whispers of conversations, the repeating words of "she-", "she-", "she-". "She's always with him." The hissing sounds of snakes, snakes, snakes. I don't know who … Continue reading Crowded Desolation

Living Epistles

The thing about our modern society is that everybody is just too hung up on what other people think of them. We shape ourselves mentally, physically and emotionally into the moulds we think people would like. We restrict and restrain who we really are into such a small confined space that only a handful of … Continue reading Living Epistles