Exhaustion

I'm afraid of pushing myself too hard, however at the same time I'm equally afraid of not putting in my best work effort. In the end, I push myself too hard anyway.   xx Solaris Denali

Thoughts Written Onto Paper

I have spent months building my "acceptance" of my current situation upon the expectation of trying again in the future. But after this long, I feel extremely emotionally, physically, mentally and spiritually tired once again. Slowly, I feel myself breaking the concrete and pulling the bricks down. I no longer accept this "acceptance" that I've … Continue reading Thoughts Written Onto Paper

Learning to live

Here's the problem I've realised about myself; I have dreams. I have so many dreams, so many goals. But none of them are important enough for me to want to fight for them. None of them interest me enough for me to want to ignore social conventions, drop everything and get it done. I still … Continue reading Learning to live

Redemption of Liberty

I walk out towards the beach. To take a small personal glimpse into the lives I see other people happily living. I take off my shoes and the fine grains are like fire underneath my feet. Those infinite minute particles, meaningless on their own, together retains much of the scalding heat within their scarce mass. I … Continue reading Redemption of Liberty